How could you not?

Believe.

When even the prophets themselves thought they’d gone wild. That they had gone insane.

And even some had gone a bit too far in believing, or too confident. Or too .. everything. If you look at the stories of our prophets, you’ll see that they too have gone to the depths.

Look what I’m trying to say, is that you’re meant to live. You are meant to embody who you are.

You are not meant to live oppressed; or objectified.

You are meant to be you in every way you feel at every moment. That is who you are. And you are meant to be empowered by all of this. When you feel certain doubts about your own traits, your own purposes that you have, know that those are the doubts planted by devil because that is what he does. He throws us off of our own paths, by making us believe in things in a different way than we are supposed to.

So, that’s probably why we need to pray. When we take a moment to pray, we open our hearts to gratitude. Gratitude is one of the most powerful emotions we can feel because it allows us to embrace ourselves and the world around us. By embracing ourselves, we create the capacity to embrace the world and to allow things to unfold as they should. Just faithfully trusting the universe, and the world, being open to living without fear.

I feel as though even me not being able to pray at the moment is something that is for the higher good, you know? Only by surfing out the deepest and darkest places, can I really offer some wisdom to it. I feel as though when I come out of this, God willing, if I do, If I am given mercy by God, then it will have been so that I could teach this.

The deepest darkest places aren’t places we’re meant to stay in. We’re supposed to follow the very thing that makes you feel like you. You are supposed to live, learn, laugh, and cry. We are humans after all; with freedom and free will.

So when you have the willingness to say something to someone, say it from your heart. When you want to do something, do it from your soul. When you want to experience something, experience it with your spirit. And when you truly, truly truly truly want something, follow it. Cuz there will no loss that comes from it, and to guarantee this statement, just stay close to God. And no matter what mistakes you make, nor what depths you fall into, the paths that you live, or the lessons you learn, will lead you - to lessons learned, lives enjoyed, beings you loved, and a life, that was worth it to live that you said yes to god 77 times before coming here.